Saturday, January 05, 2008
A day went pass a day flew pass. wad does tis matters?
a day had already passed! haiis
i hv a heart. but i dun lyk it.
so i was hearing tis song called '' i'll never stop loving you "
and as i hear it i started crying? yea. i cried. alot.
lyk wad kim has told me, buckets of water
i h8 that feeling alot. i jus cant seem to accept e fact
1 thing i noe and will always noe that he stills loves me and so do i.
we jus nid a break, a tym to take a break away for eac other. lyk a vacation.
concentrate on our studies, our volleyball and our friends.
i noe its hard. but i nid to be strong and being strong isnt very easy for me.
when it comes to feelings, im very weak at it. very very weak.
so the doc says that i had suffered a very big blow?which gave me a migrain in my head.
and its hurting alot.
keep telling myself, i nd to face up to reality, time to get serious with things
but when i start doing that, tears will automatically flow thru my eyes.
i cant take that feeling and really h8 it alot.
lyk i say i hv a heart, and i hv feelings.
a person without any heart, they will die, and hv no feelings at all for others
breaking down isnt very easy, be brave!!! but i cant...
i really cant...
promise is a word to be kept, and i keep my promises.
i jus nid to cool down for myself.
i noe you still love me cus i love you too.
time may take us apart, but i'll still love you i promise
8:35 PM
before>>2yrs0ld
4th Aug [[presents pls]]